Defamation anyone?

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I am truly not good at explaining myself.  Words have never come easy to me.  It's like there's a bridge missing from the thoughts in my head to them coming out of my mouth.  I'm just not that interested in debating.  I get frustrated because I can't express my opinion the way I would like to, so therefore I don't do it.  I'm not capable enough.  I'm not stupid, and I'm not a coward.

I get so jealous of Greg because he can articulate a point so much better than me.  I envy that.

Ooo... It's been too long.

Took this quiz today, and it said, "You do not show much focus for rules and regulations and do not adjust well to change in the environment. In fact, upon experiencing change in the environment, it spurs you to try to change it yourself instead of adjusting to it." This is so true. I cannot begin to tell you how true this is. Unless I make the change it really bothers me. It's sad, but I kind of freak out if someone changes something I get really upset. I'm surprised that this random quiz said that.

"You are not a verbal person. When you process your thoughts, you tend to use very few words, preferring instead to illustrate a problem or solution. You often find yourself in situations where it is hard for you to "find the right words." Upon reading or hearing new information, you must first create a "mental video" before you can process and understand the information of your thoughts." The 'mental video' is exactly what I do.

All I want for Christmas.

Is for people to make themselves known when they come in the room. It's not fair to sneak up on the girl with the hearing problem. That's why I'm thankful Emma is around because she lets me know when somebody's at the door or coming down the stairs.

Speaking of Emma. She has been doing the funniest things lately. When she and I are here by ourselves and Troy is here as well I usually keep her with me, because she doesn't like Troy. Well, that means that she is in the bathroom while I take a shower. Usually she sits outside the tub and waits, but today she decided to jump in the shower with me. I nicely picked her up and placed her outside the tub, and she jumped in again. We did this three times before I gave up and let her stay. So, today Emma took a shower. She just sat there and waited, and sometimes she would stand under the shower. I don't know why she decided to do this.

Also, when she's sitting on Greg's lap she'll watch him play FFXI, but the other day she realized that those people move. Now every time Greg's character moves she gets her face up to the computer screen and tries to get the guy who's walking around.