I am truly not good at explaining myself. Words have never come easy to me. It's like there's a bridge missing from the thoughts in my head to them coming out of my mouth. I'm just not that interested in debating. I get frustrated because I can't express my opinion the way I would like to, so therefore I don't do it. I'm not capable enough. I'm not stupid, and I'm not a coward.
I get so jealous of Greg because he can articulate a point so much better than me. I envy that.